When I was in 4Th grade my parents surprised me after school one day and took me to get a puppy. I chose a precious miniature Schnauzer and named her Munchkin. She was awesome and she was all mine! She never barked or bothered, and she minded very well. She slept in my bed and followed me around the house. She was the most loving dog I've ever been around. She is the reason I'm a crazy dog-lover.
Today, 17 1/2 years later, we took her to the vet to be put down. She was in pain and we knew it was time.
About 6 months ago she got really sick and we thought she almost died then. She got better but since then, I've been preparing my mind to get a call from my parents telling me she was gone. When I went over to my parents last night to tell her bye, I realized that no matter how much I thought I was prepared it still really hurts my heart. I did so good until I got there and saw her, she looked so old and tired. So I cried last night. My husband is in Chicago today on business and he sent me flowers saying he was thinking of me, I cried again. After work I called my Dad (who had to take her in this morning) just to ask if everything went well, I cried again. It is just harder than I thought it would be. I feel peace though knowing that we made the right decision since she was in pain and suffering.
I'm sitting here writing this looking down and my little 5 pound Yorkie who is a little jumping bean and seriously hyper at times. After growing up with my sweet Munchkin, I don't think I can be happy without a dog to love :)
The huge flowers Cade sent me to cheer me up.
Tonight, my girl friends are taking me to eat Mexican food since Cade isn't home. I'm looking forward to it.
5 comments:
Jamie-
The day finally came...I am so sad for you. I know you have been dreading today for a long time. I saw your mom at Market Street and should have given her a big hug too! If you want to cry you can come over to my house and I will let you!
Crystal
I am sorry my friend- I am glad I got to know your sweet dog. Love you!
Hey Jamie,
Yes, Holly and I knew about Munchkin. I talked to Mom and Dad both the day before, and I talked with Dad later after Munchkin was already gone. Holly and I are so sad that she is gone. Munchkin was one of the sweetest dogs - all she wanted to do was sit next to you and let you scratch her ears. We will always missing Munchkin.
Oh, Jamie. I'm so sorry. I completely understand how very sad you are about losing him. I lost my first kitten 20 years later, and Mike and I suddenly lost our first "baby" together after only 6. I know he has a very special place in your heart and in your memories. He will always be special to you. *hug* -katie
I am also a horrible person for not using female pronouns. I guess my mind was on Stan the Man. Sorry about that, Jamie. :( Please just delete my comments.
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